Dear Christine, I am sorry to hear about your loss. It is very challenging to move forward when you are feeling such stress.  I’ve highlighted any of the crystals that come in pendant form in green. Here are some of my recommendations:

Crystals for Grief:

Amazonite
Peridot
Rose Quartz
Amethyst

Crystals for Fear:

Chrysocolla-reduces
Nephrite-reduces
Topaz-reduces

Finances(use together for most effectiveness use together)
Citrine

Aventurine

Hematite

If possible please talk to friends about your concerns. Having people around you that can share your burden may help to ease some of your worries.

I hope that these recommendations can be of assistance and that crystals grace your journey with love and light.

Crystal Blessings!
Lourdes
www.HealingCrystals.com
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